TELL me thats not a sunburn.

Kittens! I am sorry, yesterday's(FRIDAY) ZOMGITSFRIDAY special, was late. Yup... I think this may turn into a habit- the bad kind of late, habit. I wrote this for you :)
ZOMGITSFRIDAY presents... Poetism. Enjoy!
 
I think in these dreams,
that I'm thinking its you.
and I beg & I plead that these
dreams become truth.
I know truth is no dream, and
when I'm thinking of you
I dread to no end,
whether we'll come on thru.

I hope to be vague, I hope to be clear...
I only know that for now I love you right here.
You throw me, you twist me, I can't let you go...
like March, when we're praying to get out of the snow.

I smile, I frown, I close my eyes to see yours...
And the mirror, she tells me I still have no sores.
But the hurts & the aches- I'm not making this up...
Its like the rash when the cops are removing the cuffs.

I was told that I sleep-talked today in my bed
I sat up, eyes open, still sleeping I said:
"No matter what happens, it'll all be okay."
It was you, I just know, telling me to feel safe.

You. Imagined.

Got something for ya, since it's Tuesday... and you've all been waiting so patiently :) and yes, it's mine.

ZOMGITSFRIDAY! (FROM last Friday)

Are you all ready for a Friday Treat?! Who doesn't love treats? ....You? Yeah- you're ONE little doveface, that doesn't love treats.. you are weird my friend. But perhaps that is why you are here.  :) <3

This is so cute! I have to share :)

THXTHXTHX.com is one of my favorite blogs.

She thanks one thing per day. How thoughtful!!

Moss Colored Shimmer Nailpolish!!! SO PRETTY!! I have it on now :D 

Looks good with my fair skin & freckles.

I also love Groupon. Altho I haven't yet had a chance to 

use any of the coupons they've sent me(ha!!), they introduce me to places I never knew existed, and for that I thank them!!

Today's 2nd favorite thing: I CANT RAVE ENOUGH ABOUT MY NEW GAP JEANS!

They make my butt look GREAT and my legs look long and lean. I can't thank GAP enough for these! Hallelujah, for Wednesday Coupons that GAP bestowed upon me- I got the jeans at 45% off! WOOT!

    What else, what else... Oh! My cousins(Todays #1 Favorite!) I love my two favorite cousins. I wouldn't be very cool, if they didn't think I was cool. Picture below of Cousin A. He is the brother I never had. Such a good protector and yet peace-making, and friendly as EVER to alllllllll my friends, boyfriends, ex-friends...etc

    Picture of Cousin C will not be posted :) Her mom might kill me. But She's great. She's hyper, and chilled. She's funny and sad. She cares for you like her own desires never even existed. I love you, C!

It was too early, to be sad already.

4:46 AM & yes. The light breaking through my window, & beating on my eyelids was rude.
Way too early, for that mess. I reach up towards the small bookshelf with my eyes closed & right hand, trying to shuffle lightly to find my phone, without knocking anything off the surface. Unsuccessful.
It was where I left it- on the charger under my pillow. Ahh, there you are.

Time: 4:47 AM & I can't help but unconsciously think to myself how much I LOATHE & could hurt something, for waking up before my alarm goes off. And if it were Saturday, the one that was 2 days ago... I would have seen your name there, on my phone. But its Monday, and I hate Mondays now.

11:18 AM & I'm fairly busy at work. My cell rings & I panic. It never rings at work, so my reflex is to grab & walk. I stand up, "This is ________." What's that? I'm outside now. You got my application? And you want me to re-apply? CAN DO. As I hang up, I'm so nervous. What if they actually like me? This travel agency is in another town- that means commuting. I talk and talk about wanting to work there, but I'm also afraid I have less confidence in myself, than is normal. What in the world is wrong with me?

    This absurdity- how I am acting- is over the top and needs to end. How do I un-shake myself from being such a silly, FRET?

Monday

I don't know what to do with myself. =/

Happy 40th Post to ME!

Woot!! I made it. my favorite number times TEN! Yeah, I'm pretty excited. Here was a peach I plucked under a shade tree today, folks ;)


Dear breeze,
you are making my pages flutter about!
I love that you are excited today, your
steadiness helps me appreciate that.
Thanks for slowing down though,
for a moment so that I can
brush my hair away from my eyes.

Dear sky,
your topaz shimmer makes me squint.
And when I squint, I wonder if
its because my eyes are so similar in shade?
I love that you have such consistency
and then carelessly splatter a cloud or two
into the mix. You en-trance me!

And to you my friends, please stay.
I can't capture you except with words,
so I'm just pleading I guess... to linger a while.
I love your company!

I'm eating dried apricots & yeah don't ask...

   As I stumble around the office today, blustery indoors somehow... (why am I blustery today, anyway?) I tripped across the carpet, in my heels. Yay.
   The solid-grey backdrop to the robustly-lime shade tree out front, cheers me up only a little, because the week has YET to smack me in the face. But I would like to try and cheer someone ELSE up.... so HERE is the poetism I promised you yesterday. Yes, it was like 1am, and usually I would consider that a Saturday night, but lets just pretend for the sake of the forbiddenly scary Monday it is, that I haven't procrastinated....

....

"Whats to even say about the loss of sleep

about the restless tossing, the untucking of sheets?

Whats to add, to prove this clear?

that wine doesn't comfort when you're not here?

I thought it was simple, no converse for the seven

But its only been three, and its feels like eleven...

This ink, my escape, the only one I've told

about my sunken treasure or the reason I glow.

People are fickle, they just wander about

changing on whims, and ignoring the clouds.

So I tell my secrets to my fingertips and pen

and watch what happens again and again.

When my hands and the pen agree on a line

I've been sitting and watching for quite a long time.

So whilst I do wait, and remember your face

your smile sincere, your features I trace...

The words on my paper form a picture so well,

I stare, and OH how I wish I had someone to tell!

And I'm looking at you, and hope you're missing me

as badly in dreaming as I need you to be."

2:08am & Don't Judge Me

Yup, its late, huh? *scratches her head*

For some reason, the thoughts in my cranium are speaking in a british accent. Charming, I know. I amaze myself too, sometimes. Anyway I have some poetry I'll post tomorrow, chaps!
And if ya don't like it, you can take your mess somewhere else! muwahaha.

(FOR THE RECORD, how awesome is the word CRANIUM and how often do you get to use it? Yeah, I know... cause you aren't cool like me. Jk LOVES! Don't shun me! Come back I love you!!)

<3,
Red*

Today: I woke up on time.

So today, as title states... I woke up on time. Relax, everyone who knows me. I'm not sick!

I simply slept thru the night, peacefully I think O_o
Then, when I got to SBux - as is my daily routine on weekdays - I shook it up a little & decided TODAY was the day I could start being not-so-wasteful, & I bought one of their porcelain to-go cups. Because I despise drinking out of the plastic ones.

So here I am. A starbucks hipster. I solemnly promise to TRY to avoid fitting into any of the following categories:
>"That" girl who was reading a book WAY too close to her face, at a table alone... WAY too early in the morning.
>"That" girl who barges in front of me in line, to get her brewed black coffee in her to-go cup, & pays with CHANGE. EVERY. TIME.
>"That" guy who is always there in his torn/fashionista/American Eagle-trying-to-look-distressed- Jeans & black hoodie, on his MAC.. why is he there at 8:10 anyway?!!

Please save me from myself. I even wore white jeans.

RED!

This is the red I was going for in High School, but never quite could get the color right. CUTE!!!!!!!!

Love This Red Hair!